oOoOoOo 18th Party last night ..heh heh. I was in carmarthen hospital from 2.30 till 4am! and I had a fun time. Except I was cold in the morning. It was fun though, and eventful.

I was in A & E not for myself but with Danny who had had a speaker fall on his head, making a big gash above his eyebrow and falling backwards onto a guitar. I'm glad I got to go with him, I'd have been worried otherwise. It's nice to help people. Its also nice that he's ok now. Pity about his party planned for today though! hehee.

I have red wine splattered all down my White skirt. When I reeeally don't like red wine. Not my fault either.And I only slept about an hour from 7-8am all night!! It's amazing I'm still here and fully alive! I also have someone's hat, which I apologise for repeatedly telling people about...(-:=

I just saw the Lord of the rings in the cinema. It was pretty.. engulfing.. was pretty cool. made me jump a few times, and it was freezing in the cinema.

I'm being contemplative..sitting watching very very large faces for 3 hours makes you block out most of the other stuff in your brain. But now I've recovered from all those Orcs and such like I am thinking of: My hat that isn't mine. Bethie. (how can I not..hehee). Last night's details. People who I like so much as friends and want to hug. How I dislike red wine. The new-years-do at Bizzes (come along!) and something else...but I can't quite put my finger on it what it is... *sigh*. How I don't like most silly town-y people with no individualness and personality. I haven't been to Swansea in a while, but seeing allllll those people who look so stupidly similar and made-up I alllll those crappy expensive same-and-same-and-same shops.. urgh. Pity Emi wasn't with me. Look out clones! mwhahaha.

Anyway... I don't really mean it. They can be that if they want to be. I, though, might go and sleep for a bit. And drink some water. How I love the fact my head never hurts at all in the morning!! hahahaha everyone else! (-:=

Night night lovelies. (-:=

Hooray it's christmas. I'm happy. Shall I list the (main) reasons for me being happy? ok then.

---Our internet is now working again
---So Msn is now available again--i.e. distant friends can be contacted.
---I have lots of scrumptious presents
---I have a gorgeous and lovely and friendly bunny who's brilliant and cute and friendly
---Emi has updated her blog ( moonbright)
---And also Emi seems to have more confidence in her blog. So it's nice to read, and not all "ahh I can't write! the world sucks!" (but not in an american phrase like that) and similar things.
---I'm doing my geog field work each day, which involves cycling down into our next-door valley (un-inhabited) in the mud and rain and crossing a river and going into the forest, which is brilliant!! The idea seems boring and monotonous...but it's not! Its fun to get soaked and try not to get water in your boots in the river and get lots of exercise and see the beatiful valley each day.
---I'm an optimist. So most things are good to me.
---It's fun being around my family, having my dad around for so long is cool.
---I have some soya milk! Yay! a present from my sister. It is better for you than normal milk, and I do like to feel like I'm being nice to myself. Even if convincing other people not to each ready meals and biscuits all day doesn't work. tsk tsk.
---Errrrm...did I mention Moquette? heheeh..perhaps..
---I have lots of superduper style friends. Like Emily and Kathy especially but I can't say everyone else because I'd be sure to leave some out by complete accedent, and I'm sure some are secret....mwheh heh heh.
---I like tangerines.
---I like giving people presents they really like for charity shop prices. (-:=
---I looove velvet jackets. mmmmmm...
---There's a party in town ...the day after tomorrow. yippe.
---I watched Amelie last night. Which always makes me happy!! lovely film.

There are of course some stuff that makes me a bit sad:
---My...great uncle George's daughter (???maybe??) and husband are having to move out of Zimbabwae to britain on sunday, with like no money, no house or anything....scary man.
---My mum's friends husband has cancer. makes you think.
---Grandma has completely changed her life...seems to be coping..but doesn't show weakness at all.. so I hope she's getting along ok.
---There are people I don't speak to anymore, or have lost contact with. Silly me.
---Someone else has cancer. maybe Great Uncle George. )-:=
---Silly people in large groups are sooooo stupid. Idiots. Stop Killing each other!!!!!
---Oh and my sister killing foxes. pfffff.

Thats about that. Too many people have cancer. it's so bad. I want to email them. Or do an Amelie thing of some sort. I feel like I'm one of those that might get cancer one day. (as there is so many, why not me?) weird. -I love you all by the way. (incase I get run over by a car or something before that. Although..I haven't seen a car in ages..exept our ones, but they don't count.)

00:30. I'm getting into my natural state of late up late to bed again, which means I see loads less daylight and less people too. hmm.

mmmm Green & Blacks organic GM free White Chocolate~~~~~mmmmm~

Anyway, must dash, y'know...(I like saying must dash...has a nice sound to it)
see you all. (-:= (-:=

Well, the sixth form party was...acceptable. It is a bit jumpled up in my poor head so I'm not sure how great it was. My dress was cool, hair wasn't..but there we go. I look terrible in the numerous photos, and I think I'll now just move on from that.

Since then...hmmm. I drove to the drum n bass thingy again yesterday which was fun, at the same venue as before. I can't decide which time was better, there was less people yesterday, less of a crowd, and I didn't make friends with new people, but there were nicer people I knew there. (-:= so quite good really. Although I did get to bed at quater to 4 am. Which wasn't soooo much fun.

Charity shops are sooooo amazingly good I cannot believe sometimes. The hospital charity shop in town is closing )-:= (and we only discovered it the other day!!) so they are practically giving away sooooo much stuff. I got tons and tons of books, some amazing Wrangler leather boots and two pairs of jeans, 4 albums (cds) and a brilliant white coat, and a jacket posh set thingy, all for like...£5 or £6 (although I could have given less if I'd been ever so tight). It amazes me.

I can't think what else I have done much...an awful lot I think. Hehehe..christmas presents...I have opened one and 1/5th..(-:= I got a lovely little sketchbook, which I am going to use and keep as a "stuff book". I.e. stuff I always forget and get annoyed about forgetting, like quotes, or clever things, or Humphrey Bogarts name or using glue guns to make pictures etc.

Aaaaaaanyway.. last day of school today... I was supposed to attend the carol service but... didn't. Chocolate everywhere. ..and charity shop goods. anyway, I have begun sneezing...ohh dear I say. Nighty night sweet people. x

Wahey! sixth form ball on monday! hehe....I've just dressed up in my dress for my mum to see, it's sooooo coool!!! with my feather boa as well it just looks sooo er....cool! can't wait.

Hehe..just thought since my hair is relitively short at the moment I'd try gelling it up into big spikes, y'know.. as you do.. but my hair's too long, so I settled for outwards!! yay!! it's ever so exiting! me and my brother were having great fun!

The other thing was.....hmm... there probably wasn't another thing. Or there was and it's too simple to write down. You know, one of those little things that just makes you bounce a bit...when you walk. (hehe) -and smile aswell. (-:= Quite a few of those happened today...1,2,...3,4...erm...5....6.. maybe 7 little nice things. Or 8 or 9 I'm not sure. Hey- and if you know me, you could have been one of them!

anyway, that's all for now.. my dad's birthday is on monday also and I have yo get his cake out of the oven.. hehe.

night night lovelies.